Comments on: DJ AM's Memorial May Be Open To The Public Tonight http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-03-dj-ams-memorial-may-be-open-to-the-public-tonight Perez Hilton Tue, 24 Nov 2009 06:18:09 +0000 Perezhilton.com by: MegganMallone http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-03-dj-ams-memorial-may-be-open-to-the-public-tonight#comment-4282429 Wed, 09 Sep 2009 21:44:43 +0000 http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-03-dj-ams-memorial-may-be-open-to-the-public-tonight#comment-4282429 um yeah so the last couple of comments....i disagree and since you guys fee liike its totally cool tobe honest and voice your oppinions i feel like i should be able to do the same. FUCK YOU that guy was an amazing dj and did want to help other people.its a shame what happend but its life.shit happens AND no matter what or how u die from never takes away from who you were and the impact he left on alot of peoples lifes.if you guys didnt like the guy keep that shit to your self. if it was your family member andu logged on just to see whatwas going on and u read this...damn. heartless fucks um yeah so the last couple of comments….i disagree and since you guys fee liike its totally cool tobe honest and voice your oppinions i feel like i should be able to do the same. FUCK YOU that guy was an amazing dj and did want to help other people.its a shame what happend but its life.shit happens AND no matter what or how u die from never takes away from who you were and the impact he left on alot of peoples lifes.if you guys didnt like the guy keep that shit to your self. if it was your family member andu logged on just to see whatwas going on and u read this…damn. heartless fucks

]]> by: BBscuby http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-03-dj-ams-memorial-may-be-open-to-the-public-tonight#comment-4267340 Fri, 04 Sep 2009 14:37:38 +0000 http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-03-dj-ams-memorial-may-be-open-to-the-public-tonight#comment-4267340 To all the dope fiends on this site always remember "some of us have to die in order for others to recover". But for the Grace of God, there go I. RIP Adam. To all the dope fiends on this site always remember "some of us have to die in order for others to recover". But for the Grace of God, there go I. RIP Adam.

]]> by: sassytootsies http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-03-dj-ams-memorial-may-be-open-to-the-public-tonight#comment-4267067 Fri, 04 Sep 2009 12:46:07 +0000 http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-03-dj-ams-memorial-may-be-open-to-the-public-tonight#comment-4267067 RE:SayItLikeISeeIt....very sweet and passionate. Keep up the good work..Unity, Service Recovery baby...For all our friends of Bill's out there this has been a very difficult time...Dont think for a second Michael was not one of us His money and access killed him.. RE:SayItLikeISeeIt….very sweet and passionate. Keep up the good work..Unity, Service Recovery baby…For all our friends of Bill's out there this has been a very difficult time…Dont think for a second Michael was not one of us His money and access killed him..

]]> by: playerking http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-03-dj-ams-memorial-may-be-open-to-the-public-tonight#comment-4266978 Fri, 04 Sep 2009 10:31:16 +0000 http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-03-dj-ams-memorial-may-be-open-to-the-public-tonight#comment-4266978 This has happened to too many of people I know: death or near death.It's getting pretty obvious, drugs aren't as glam as they are often portrayed.RIP DJ AM.Sorry. This has happened to too many of people I know: death or near death.It's getting pretty obvious, drugs aren't as glam as they are often portrayed.RIP DJ AM.Sorry.

]]> by: SayItLikeISeeIt http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-03-dj-ams-memorial-may-be-open-to-the-public-tonight#comment-4266963 Fri, 04 Sep 2009 10:09:10 +0000 http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-03-dj-ams-memorial-may-be-open-to-the-public-tonight#comment-4266963 Survivor's guilt, dependence on pain & anti-anxiety meds - when you've been completely clean & sober for years & then have to take pills, where do you draw the line? You take as prescribed, or "as needed" but one day you're in more pain, you take more - "as needed". Your brain is teetering on the edge - have I relapsed? Once you let your mind - the addict mind - convince yourself that you've already relapsed, it's a hop, skip & a jump right back into full-blown addiction. After all, you feel like you already lost your clean time, like you're fooling the world, and inside you are riddled with guilt about this. Adam didn't want to die. He just didn't know how to face the world again - he was a pillar of recovery & was scared to admit he was fallible. For the people saying he survived the crash, he had a second chance at life & shouldn't have squandered it - understand that, mentally, Adam never survived that crash. He was suffering so much. I have a better understanding now, and to those who spoke tonight, thank you. You reinforced my own recovery, and for that I am sincerely grateful. Survivor's guilt, dependence on pain & anti-anxiety meds - when you've been completely clean & sober for years & then have to take pills, where do you draw the line? You take as prescribed, or "as needed" but one day you're in more pain, you take more - "as needed". Your brain is teetering on the edge - have I relapsed? Once you let your mind - the addict mind - convince yourself that you've already relapsed, it's a hop, skip & a jump right back into full-blown addiction. After all, you feel like you already lost your clean time, like you're fooling the world, and inside you are riddled with guilt about this. Adam didn't want to die. He just didn't know how to face the world again - he was a pillar of recovery & was scared to admit he was fallible. For the people saying he survived the crash, he had a second chance at life & shouldn't have squandered it - understand that, mentally, Adam never survived that crash. He was suffering so much. I have a better understanding now, and to those who spoke tonight, thank you. You reinforced my own recovery, and for that I am sincerely grateful.

]]> by: SayItLikeISeeIt http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-03-dj-ams-memorial-may-be-open-to-the-public-tonight#comment-4266962 Fri, 04 Sep 2009 10:08:58 +0000 http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-03-dj-ams-memorial-may-be-open-to-the-public-tonight#comment-4266962 RE: Andriiiiia - Thank you. It's good to feel like there are others out there who have been there & understand. RE: Itsadisease - You couldn't have said it any better. People like you are the reason I'm clean today. Adam's passing may not be in vain if so much as 1 person decides they need help & actually seeks it. Just came back from the memorial - touching, heartfelt, sobering & funny all at the same time. Everyone in that room had a common denominator: Adam. In the spirit of 12-step, I won't divulge anything that was said, or who said what, but one thing that I already knew was confirmed - Adam never survived that plane crash. RE: Andriiiiia - Thank you. It's good to feel like there are others out there who have been there & understand.

RE: Itsadisease - You couldn't have said it any better. People like you are the reason I'm clean today. Adam's passing may not be in vain if so much as 1 person decides they need help & actually seeks it.

Just came back from the memorial - touching, heartfelt, sobering & funny all at the same time. Everyone in that room had a common denominator: Adam. In the spirit of 12-step, I won't divulge anything that was said, or who said what, but one thing that I already knew was confirmed - Adam never survived that plane crash.

]]> by: perfectchick http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-03-dj-ams-memorial-may-be-open-to-the-public-tonight#comment-4266439 Fri, 04 Sep 2009 03:31:10 +0000 http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-03-dj-ams-memorial-may-be-open-to-the-public-tonight#comment-4266439 I am sorry that this guy died so young, from what appears to be suicide. But will someone please explain why he was such a celebrity? So he spun records at parties - why is that such a big deal? Same with Sam Ronson - I don't get it. I have an iPod and some great playlists which are a big hit at parties. Why am I not famous? I am sorry that this guy died so young, from what appears to be suicide. But will someone please explain why he was such a celebrity? So he spun records at parties - why is that such a big deal? Same with Sam Ronson - I don't get it. I have an iPod and some great playlists which are a big hit at parties. Why am I not famous?

]]> by: dontbelieveaword http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-03-dj-ams-memorial-may-be-open-to-the-public-tonight#comment-4266369 Fri, 04 Sep 2009 03:09:11 +0000 http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-03-dj-ams-memorial-may-be-open-to-the-public-tonight#comment-4266369 You're all responding very immaturely. Sure, if it was an intentional, overdose, it was very foolish of him. Even though he'd been sober for awhile, it's a lot to deal with the trauma of being in such a huge plane crash like the one him and Travis were in. Also, to all of you saying "Travis is next" seriously, shut up. That's pretty much the worst thing you could say in this situation. I think we should all send him our condolences considering him and AM were the only two who survived the crash among a few of their other friends who lost their lives. GROW UP PEOPLE. Rest in peace, Adam You're all responding very immaturely. Sure, if it was an intentional, overdose, it was very foolish of him. Even though he'd been sober for awhile, it's a lot to deal with the trauma of being in such a huge plane crash like the one him and Travis were in. Also, to all of you saying "Travis is next" seriously, shut up. That's pretty much the worst thing you could say in this situation. I think we should all send him our condolences considering him and AM were the only two who survived the crash among a few of their other friends who lost their lives. GROW UP PEOPLE.

Rest in peace, Adam

]]> by: andriiiiia http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-03-dj-ams-memorial-may-be-open-to-the-public-tonight#comment-4266336 Fri, 04 Sep 2009 02:52:42 +0000 http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-03-dj-ams-memorial-may-be-open-to-the-public-tonight#comment-4266336 [re=4264860]Re: SayItLikeISeeIt[/re] i agree with everything u jus said...ive been there too Re: SayItLikeISeeIt – i agree with everything u jus said…ive been there too

]]> by: itsadisease http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-03-dj-ams-memorial-may-be-open-to-the-public-tonight#comment-4265877 Fri, 04 Sep 2009 00:19:41 +0000 http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-03-dj-ams-memorial-may-be-open-to-the-public-tonight#comment-4265877 I pray that this whole tragedy helps one person. As a person in recovery I just want you to know you are not alone. Any questions about addiction, alcoholism, or if you are struggling and need help or just want to write an email feel free to write me an email. I can help you find local AA, NA, or other recovery programs in your area. I respect confidentiality and request that you only use your first name or if you want you can make up a name. Just don't suffer alone. my email itsadisease@hotmail.com. Don't suffer alone. Help is out there. Just admit it, let go of your old ideas, and be open to the idea that you can recover. One day at a time. I pray that this whole tragedy helps one person. As a person in recovery I just want you to know you are not alone. Any questions about addiction, alcoholism, or if you are struggling and need help or just want to write an email feel free to write me an email. I can help you find local AA, NA, or other recovery programs in your area. I respect confidentiality and request that you only use your first name or if you want you can make up a name. Just don't suffer alone. my email itsadisease@hotmail.com. Don't suffer alone. Help is out there. Just admit it, let go of your old ideas, and be open to the idea that you can recover. One day at a time.

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