Comments on: DJ AM Death, Possible Suicide http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-02-dj-am-death-possible-suicide Perez Hilton Tue, 24 Nov 2009 08:10:59 +0000 Perezhilton.com by: SayItLikeISeeIt http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-02-dj-am-death-possible-suicide#comment-4264841 Thu, 03 Sep 2009 19:56:23 +0000 http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-02-dj-am-death-possible-suicide#comment-4264841 Its still unclear whether its a suicide. There is a lot of shame & guilt associated w/ relapse. He had relapsed a few days before & was planning to go to rehab the following day. Anyone who has done coke/crack enough knows the crash is HORRIBLE. Its common to take a bunch of downers to knock you out before you face the horrifying trauma of coming down. It remains to be seen if: 1. What milligrams the Oxys were. Many people use 80 mg Oxys. If Adam took eight to nine 10 mg Oxys, it's possible he was just trying to knock himself out before the crash in a last hurrah before rehab. Eight to nine 80mg Oxys=prob suicide. 2. If he was prescribed Oxys for his pain & had a tolerance to a certain amount, it would still make sense for him to take his normal dose, then take extra pills to counteract the crack & avoid the crash not thinking he'd die. 3. No note left or (as of yet) any cryptic last minute mixes on his laptop, nor left a will for his mother to whom he was very close. 4. Barricading of doors is also common when you're paranoid on crack. So its possible it was a suicide, but also quite feasibly, he relapsed on crack in the days prior, knew he was going to rehab the next day so he went balls to the wall, tried to make himself pass out before the crash. Not uncommon, but very tragic. RIP Adam. Its still unclear whether its a suicide. There is a lot of shame & guilt associated w/ relapse. He had relapsed a few days before & was planning to go to rehab the following day. Anyone who has done coke/crack enough knows the crash is HORRIBLE. Its common to take a bunch of downers to knock you out before you face the horrifying trauma of coming down. It remains to be seen if:
1. What milligrams the Oxys were. Many people use 80 mg Oxys. If Adam took eight to nine 10 mg Oxys, it's possible he was just trying to knock himself out before the crash in a last hurrah before rehab. Eight to nine 80mg Oxys=prob suicide.
2. If he was prescribed Oxys for his pain & had a tolerance to a certain amount, it would still make sense for him to take his normal dose, then take extra pills to counteract the crack & avoid the crash not thinking he'd die.
3. No note left or (as of yet) any cryptic last minute mixes on his laptop, nor left a will for his mother to whom he was very close.
4. Barricading of doors is also common when you're paranoid on crack.
So its possible it was a suicide, but also quite feasibly, he relapsed on crack in the days prior, knew he was going to rehab the next day so he went balls to the wall, tried to make himself pass out before the crash. Not uncommon, but very tragic. RIP Adam.

]]> by: Kelly Cullen http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-02-dj-am-death-possible-suicide#comment-4264656 Thu, 03 Sep 2009 19:02:32 +0000 http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-02-dj-am-death-possible-suicide#comment-4264656 :( So sad. I can't believe someone would kill themselves over a break up. :( So sad. I can't believe someone would kill themselves over a break up.

]]> by: skelakit http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-02-dj-am-death-possible-suicide#comment-4263319 Thu, 03 Sep 2009 13:40:44 +0000 http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-02-dj-am-death-possible-suicide#comment-4263319 i miss him =( R.I.P i miss him =( R.I.P

]]> by: Cottonquinn http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-02-dj-am-death-possible-suicide#comment-4262748 Thu, 03 Sep 2009 04:52:13 +0000 http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-02-dj-am-death-possible-suicide#comment-4262748 If this is true, and considering the source...one doesn't take 9 Oxycontins to get high, they take 9 Oxycontins to die. If this information is true then this was no "accidental overdose" from recreational drug use but a deliberate attempt to end one's life. This guy would have been in some serious emotional pain to do something like this. Suicide can be a supremely selfish act so to saddle ANY blame on the girlfriend is terrible. People who do this are in a seriously emotional state and they aren't thinking rationally, as all they can focus on is their own pain and not the pain they could be causing loved ones with their departure. His friends and family are going through enough with this man's loss; they don't need people accusing them of being the cause. If this is true, and considering the source…one doesn't take 9 Oxycontins to get high, they take 9 Oxycontins to die. If this information is true then this was no "accidental overdose" from recreational drug use but a deliberate attempt to end one's life. This guy would have been in some serious emotional pain to do something like this. Suicide can be a supremely selfish act so to saddle ANY blame on the girlfriend is terrible. People who do this are in a seriously emotional state and they aren't thinking rationally, as all they can focus on is their own pain and not the pain they could be causing loved ones with their departure. His friends and family are going through enough with this man's loss; they don't need people accusing them of being the cause.

]]> by: Paris France http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-02-dj-am-death-possible-suicide#comment-4262624 Thu, 03 Sep 2009 04:09:52 +0000 http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-02-dj-am-death-possible-suicide#comment-4262624 RIP DJ AM you are in the arms of the angels! RIP DJ AM you are in the arms of the angels!

]]> by: Paris France http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-02-dj-am-death-possible-suicide#comment-4262615 Thu, 03 Sep 2009 04:08:14 +0000 http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-02-dj-am-death-possible-suicide#comment-4262615 Spend all your time waiting For that second chance For a break that would make it okay Theres always one reason To feel not good enough And its hard at the end of the day I need some distraction Oh beautiful release Memory seeps from my veins Let me be empty And weightless and maybe Ill find some peace tonight In the arms of an angel Fly away from here From this dark cold hotel room And the endlessness that you fear You are pulled from the wreckage Of your silent reverie Youre in the arms of the angel May you find some comfort there So tired of the straight line And everywhere you turn Theres vultures and thieves at your back And the storm keeps on twisting You keep on building the lie That you make up for all that you lack It dont make no difference Escaping one last time Its easier to believe in this sweet madness oh This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees In the arms of an angel Fly away from here From this dark cold hotel room And the endlessness that you fear You are pulled from the wreckage Of your silent reverie Youre in the arms of the angel May you find some comfort there Youre in the arms of the angel May you find some comfort here Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
Theres always one reason
To feel not good enough
And its hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memory seeps from my veins
Let me be empty
And weightless and maybe
Ill find some peace tonight

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
Youre in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there

So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
Theres vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lie
That you make up for all that you lack
It dont make no difference
Escaping one last time
Its easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
Youre in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there
Youre in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

]]> by: venusmarie http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-02-dj-am-death-possible-suicide#comment-4262112 Thu, 03 Sep 2009 01:16:59 +0000 http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-02-dj-am-death-possible-suicide#comment-4262112 SWEETPIECE IS ALWAYS RIGHT ABOUT EVERYTHING SWEETPIECE IF YOU ARE WATCHING I'M YOUR GIRL SWEETPIECE I'M CRAZY ABOUT YOU !!!!!!!!!! SWEETPIECE IS ALWAYS RIGHT ABOUT EVERYTHING SWEETPIECE IF YOU ARE WATCHING I'M YOUR GIRL SWEETPIECE I'M CRAZY ABOUT YOU !!!!!!!!!!

]]> by: CindyBooBindy http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-02-dj-am-death-possible-suicide#comment-4261825 Thu, 03 Sep 2009 00:02:28 +0000 http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-02-dj-am-death-possible-suicide#comment-4261825 What is this based on? If there aren't any toxicology results yet, how would they know how many pills he took? Really, you're calling a tabloid magazine reliable? This post is unnecessary and you're just making the situation worse. What is this based on? If there aren't any toxicology results yet, how would they know how many pills he took? Really, you're calling a tabloid magazine reliable? This post is unnecessary and you're just making the situation worse.

]]> by: poorlittlerichiegirl http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-02-dj-am-death-possible-suicide#comment-4261805 Wed, 02 Sep 2009 23:56:49 +0000 http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-02-dj-am-death-possible-suicide#comment-4261805 "may have deliberately tried to kill himself" umm hes dead, sorry but once you kill yourself, it doesnt sound correct to use the word "tried" "may have deliberately tried to kill himself"

umm hes dead, sorry but once you kill yourself, it doesnt sound correct to use the word "tried"

]]> by: CuddlyCarla http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-02-dj-am-death-possible-suicide#comment-4261204 Wed, 02 Sep 2009 21:25:54 +0000 http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-02-dj-am-death-possible-suicide#comment-4261204 ::the usually reliable People.com:: Please. There is no difference between People and the National Enquirer, especially with dwindling magazine sales they will say anything to sell a copy. Different covers, same crap. ::the usually reliable People.com::

Please. There is no difference between People and the National Enquirer, especially with dwindling magazine sales they will say anything to sell a copy. Different covers, same crap.

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