Comments on: True Love?

by: Laughed Out Loud

Sat, 13 Jun 2009 01:06:44 +0000

It's obvious for this and a lot of other reasons, that I stay away. All I really want is for you people to leave me alone. The other things in life that I want, I will find them someplace very far away from wherever Drew is living. If I hear that for whatever reason, we're in the same city at the same time, I'll see if I can arrange to be somewhere else.

by: Laughed Out Loud

Sat, 13 Jun 2009 01:00:22 +0000

I saw this picture of Eva Medes at an event crying last night. I hope to God it wasn't something I said, but if it was I'm sorry Eva. I wouldn't ever have meant to upset you. I guess words can be like bullets aimed at someone. You seem like a sweet woman and you've never been anything but kind to me. I really am sorry.

by: ME_1920

Fri, 12 Jun 2009 20:07:09 +0000

I see…I try to walk away and Pat Benetar goes, "No you don't. I'm going to punch you so you can't leave." That would be a punch landed.

But I'm leaving anyway. Nothing you can do to stop me. Go on pretend you don't care. I know you don't from a personal standpoint but you do in every other way.

by: ME_1920

Fri, 12 Jun 2009 19:53:50 +0000

I won't miss this 'Cindy Church - My Baby'…Wow…special occasion, b/c you went and found a new song specially. More effort than normal. If you really feel those things, then I definitely made the right decision.

And you are free.

by: ME_1920

Fri, 12 Jun 2009 18:21:02 +0000

'What am I going to do when you're gone?'
If you were ever really my friend, I would mourn the loss very much. If you were ever actually my love, I would mourn and miss that like a part of my insides were gone, but you weren't - you were just playing a part

We won't ever be either of those things at this rate…so best just get on with it. You won't let either of those things happen for real, so…there's nothing else to say about it. Just round and round in circles getting nowhere. Kind of puts you in mind of two pitbulls pulling on a rope in opposite directions and neither one giving an inch. Does that sound like a love that would lead to happiness in the end? Maybe more similar than different in some ways…you know we'd be better as friends, but you don't believe I won't leave you in the lurch if you're not trying to CNTL me. That's not the way to get what you want…but you won't believe it, so round and round we go until one finally says…I'm done. What will I do when my pitbull friend isn't there to play tug of war with me? Once you're really gone, I'll miss you.

by: ME_1920

Fri, 12 Jun 2009 18:04:19 +0000

You aren't loving me anyway, so don't try to guilt trip me, b/c you've been using him as an emotional crutch. If you really do love him and want to be with him, you're more likely to fuck up your little project by pretending you want to be with me and trying to manipulate me. Don't think you're doing me any big favors by not being with him, because you're not.

by: ME_1920

Fri, 12 Jun 2009 17:55:18 +0000

Why did you have to go and be so much more than a friend of mine
Would you ever let me love you sometime
If I'm good enough to kiss
If I'm good enought to love
Then why can't I be good enough to be the one who gets to be the one with you
There's nothing that I wouldn't do
To be the one who gets to be the one… with you
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Nothing to do with me…that's between you and him.

by: ME_1920

Fri, 12 Jun 2009 17:23:05 +0000

Look at that…speaks volumes…
drewbarrymorefan.com/gallery/displayimage.php?pid=641&fullsize=1

by: ME_1920

Fri, 12 Jun 2009 16:11:22 +0000

Not getting sucked into this again.

by: ME_1920

Fri, 12 Jun 2009 14:36:53 +0000

I'm only going to say this once more and then I'm done with this and you. I never begrudged you having love, affection, friendship, sex or anything else you needed in your life….I wouldn't have expected you to go without just b/c I wasn't there. But then if you were going to spend your time with someone else, then you had no right being a shit to me b/c I wasn't living my life how you wanted me to or working fast or hard enough or whatever else you figured I should be doing.

The only way you and i ever would have had an outside chance for a love that might last was through a friendship. Owning up that the time was wrong, but maybe down the road, something more. But I refuse to continue this crap with you where you insult and harass me and then expect me to go along with whatever you want no matter how badly you treat me and then you spend your time with someone else? If that's how it is, we are either friends or nothing. If we really are friends, then we treat each other with respect and try to be good to one another. If we can't even manage that, then what is the point in any of it? If we aren't friends, I'll do my best to wish you well, but I don't want to know you.